Good Girl+Bad Boy

I'm attracted to you, no matter what you do.
You've been straight up, and that takes courage. A lot of it.

Why do I believe in you?

I don't know, to be completely honest. I wish I knew, so I could tell you, but it's something both you and me need to accept. I believe in you. That's it. That's all I can tell you.

There's a feeling that I can't shake, as if it's God saying, "don't give up on him.. you might not see the point now, but I will show you why soon enough.." So, I won't. I won't give up on you, I promise. I won't even if you give up on me. I feel as if you belong in my life, in one way or another, and I can't shake that.

I can't get you off my mind.

I know how you are, how you numb yourself, your mistakes, flaws, and weaknesses. I know what you look forward to, and how you feel about me. I know you are scared to be with someone like me, but I'm scared to be with someone like you.

You're different, and you've made that clear, but I won't give up. I can't. I promise.


=..?


God, what's your plan?..

3:19 a.m.

You're stuck in my head at the moment.. at first, I tried to blow it off as if you'd be the same as everybody else.. but you proved me wrong.. so far.

I seem to have inhaled butterflies.. damn.

You're different from the rest. I truly believe it. Something in the way you converse with me.. it's different. A good different. As if you say, "listen, I'm not gonna lead you on in any way, so don't worry."

Smiling hurts now. I do it way too often. =]

But you know, I'm okay with that. I'm okay with the feeling.

Different. I admire that. You've changed how I see your kind; the male species. I really didn't think that would ever happen, but look at me now!

Thank you.

I can't tell you that enough. I can't find the words to tell you how much I appreciate you coming into my life and changing it for the better.

You'll never understand, but I'll keep telling you, and I don't mind doing so.

What you've done..

You've helped me to love music again. I know I've told you this, but you have no idea how happy I am because of it. Thank you.

You've been a blessing to me. You've given me even more faith in God.. I know you're sceptical of the whole idea, but you're my evidence. You're my reason for believing. God brought you to me just in time!

Boy, you're one cool person. You have no idea..

Please..

Let's figure things out. This is a big deal. We're both unsure at this point, which is understandable. Decisions like this are hard to make.

Maybe time will solve it, but I don't want to wait.. but then again, time likes to fly by, so maybe the wait won't be as long as I think it will be.

Who knows. Again, this is all in God's hands. He knows exactly what will come out of this. If you put it in His hands like I've done, we can work this through; bring it down from the air.

Your faith gives me faith. I'm sitting here, "patiently waiting for you.."

Babe, you're worth the wait..

Yes. Yes I do.

You.

You, you, you.

Yes I do.

I do, I do.

I'm here, you're there;

We've got a problem.

Where?

A middle ground? A place in between? Anything for you, yes you, I'd do.

Tell me what you think. I'd love to hear it. You know I would.

Distance; noun;
1. the extent or amount of space between two things, points, lines, etc.
2. the state or fact of being apart in space, as of one thing from another; remoteness.


A distance that can be solved. We've got this! We do! We've got this!