2010

Is almost here.

Plans for the year 2010:
*Graduate
*Get a job
*Get a car
*Go on big camping trip with Britt and Brandon
*Start a band
*Get another tattoo
*Get down to my ideal body weight
*Get more piercings
*Join the military (possibility)


Big plans, little time..

Next year will be different. No alcohol drama, no Nothing To Gain drama. No Brandan drama. No home drama. I'm cutting drama out of my life. I'm my own person, and I can choose to do that. 2010 will be a big deal in my life.

It's kinda funny,

as I was thinking about a stupid guy, I was thinking about why I still had him in my phone.. then I thought about the joke Dane Cook said one time about deleting someone from your phone, and how it was kind of like deleting them completely out of your life, or even completely off of this world..

So, I have my phone right now getting ready to do just that..

Okay, done. =]

I feel better now.

Just thought I'd share that.

I don't know what I was getting myself into. It seems ridiculous now, but at the time I was open to the idea of a "bad boy." Ha! Not a chance, asshole. So, fuck you.

Besides, I have someone else in mind.. someone better than that by a long shot. But, I'll just have to see what time makes of it. Another thing I'm putting in God's hands.

And There's No More Beauty

Bloody the hands, from the grip of anger.
A rip and a tear, here or there.
Just enough time to make it hurt.

Jump to the cliff of sanity.
Lose your grip on vanity.
Nothing is truly beautiful in the eyes of the beholder.

What is there to see anymore?
Absolutely nothing; that's what.
That's all.

A hardened soul battered by the likes of hatred.
The crying widow on the hill.
A shadow upon her, chillingly caressing her being.

And there's no more beauty.