Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Alrighty then.

So, I was contemplating joining the Navy for awhile, but I've decided that I just want to go to a technical college, like Bates Technical College in Tacoma. They have apprenticeship programs there, so that means I could get some training, while making money too. So, I'll get a degree, and training, and then I can go out and apply to some shops..

I'd love to do welding on cars and such, since I have a little experience doing that with the truck (which is running now!!)

It's weird though.. every time I think about looking up welding jobs, and schools, I go onto the computer, type it in, and I always see Tacoma pop up; so, I think that's God saying that I need to be in Tacoma. It's out of Spokane, but still close enough to my family.

I've also gotten numbers for some of the metal workers unions, so joining a union would be something I could do. Great benefits, and great money. Not to mention, I'd be doing something I loved to do, that would also be challenging, and exciting everyday.

I'm pretty excited about my future now, because I finally have a good grasp on what it is that I want to do. Now I just need to graduate, and get out there! 5 more months.. I'm pretty damn excited!

But, aside from that, I went to the chiropractor today for the first time, since I had been running into neck problems, constant pain, and even hearing problems (not sure if my neck is the cause, but we'll see).

Anyways, it was great, ha ha. I can move my back and neck so much better now! It's been quite awhile since I've been able to move as freely. I'm not dizzy right now either, which is a definite plus. I have more appointments coming up, and I'm hoping this will clear up a lot of the problems I've been having.

But, I just wanted to talk about what's new with me. Kind of long, but it happens..

That's all for now.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Art.

Fingers are permanently stained from the creativity I seek.
I am the one who paints where the sky meets the mountain tops.
I am the one who captures life through a lens.
I am the one who writes melodies from experience.

I play my guitar like I breathe, and I strum up, down, I breathe in, out.
I draw what I see like my hand is a camera.
I write stories of agony, and I write stories of indescribable happiness.
I am nothing but art.

Not enough time in a day to express what I feel, and see.
Every chance I get, I have a pencil in hand, or a guitar, or a paintbrush.
I skip meals to give myself time to do what I love.
It's like I need it.
I want it.
It's my whole life now.

It's a fantasy that I created, that brings me to real life in a way that nobody could understand.
I am art.
It runs through my veins.
It's all I see.

Art.