B.E.L.

Things between Steven and I are over, and that's all on me. Just wasn't feeling it, which isn't good at all..

But once again, I find myself falling for someone I shouldn't.. Just keeps coming back.

Am I in my right mind thinking that if I care a lot about someone and I can't get them off my mind that it's meant to be? Like I feel empty when I'm not talking to them?

I'm just a stupid teenager. I do stupid things and go back to guys I shouldn't go back to because I'm stupid. But that's how I roll.

Hmmm..

So, I went over to Steven's house after school yesterday, and stayed there till about 12:00 at night. It was so awesome, like usual. I love hanging out with him, because we're both happy if we're just cuddling up in bed watching a movie, which is what we did the majority of yesterday.

He made me dinner too, which was awesome. I've never had a guy make me dinner, so I felt pretty special. =] But, before all that, I met some of his family, which was kind of cool. They were all pretty awesome; chill, and really nice to me. Made me feel a lot more comfortable.

After dinner, we watched a movie while lying in bed. We made out.. a lot, ha ha. Practically didn't watch the movie because we were busy doing other things, ha ha. But whatever. =]

We just did a lot of hanging out, but I loved it, and I could tell he did too. It sucked having to leave.. I didn't want to. I was too comfy in his arms.. but, it was amazing, so I thought I'd share.

That is all for now.