Thursday, June 21, 2012

It's been almost a year..

Wow. Long time, no see, blogger. I guess it's time to make a list of everything that's happened in the past year.

1. Dad and Jude moved out to Newman Lake in the same house on 6 acres that my grama and papa, Lena and Art lived at.
2. My mom and Brent actually got married, and they moved into a different apartment, but same complex.
3. I met a guy named Steve Brown through a girl I work with.
4. Moved in with Steve.
5. Got two tattoos; Linkin Park lyrics for their song, "The Messenger." "When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind." And I also got a Chevy tattoo.
6. Steve gave me a promise ring on Christmas day.
7. My grama Lena died of cancer that had spread throughout her body in February. She is now in Heaven with her soul mate. <3
8. Problems between Steve and myself had gotten so bad, and his drug use was getting worse, so I packed up my stuff and left him.
9. Moved into my grama Lena's place to watch over the stuff until it sold.
10. Four days after I moved in there, Judy told me I needed to move back out.
11. Moved in with my mom again.
12. Three and a half months later, moved out into a house with a few friends on the North Side.
13. Made amends with Chelsea.
14. Experience life as a true adult; I'm always broke. Lol.

And that's my story so far..

Today has been a rough day. Been thinking about Steve a lot. I'm not going to go into detail about the whole relationship. But, before the drugs, things were great. It's too bad things went the way they did..

God has other plans for me I suppose.

I suppose that's all I have for now. Just wanted to let you know I'm alive, and surviving.