Thursday, April 23, 2009

Confronting the past..

*buzzer goes off*

*suddenly, I awaken. I yawn.*

7:00 a.m. Time to get ready for school.

"Brittany, wake up, we need to get ready fer school.. *no movement*.. wake up!"

*I pull the covers off her, and poke her a few times*

"Wha-what? School.. I'm.. up."

"Lemme down first.. *I climb down the ladder*.."

"Carrera? Do you see bear?"

"No, I think he's with Super Brittany.."

"Yeah.."

*I walk to my dresser, and pick out random clothes, and so does my sister*

*I get dressed, then head to the bathroom*

*I get out of the bathroom*

"I don't think there's any more bread fer breakfes.."

"Oh.. I'm hungry Carrera.."

"We don't have anything ta eat."

.. Again..

"Dad's still sleeping.."

.. Again..

"My tummy is growly Carrera.."

"Mine too.."

*I go to sit on the couch*

"Good morning Shadow."

*I pet the cat*

.. I'm really hungry..

.. I wish I'd stop shaking..

"When is dad gonna fix the fridge?"

"I dunno.."

"Carrera, I'm hungry."

"Me too."

"Why don't we have food to eat Carrera?"

"I dunno."

.. I wish I could just run away. I wish me and Britt could run away. And Super Carrera, and Super Brittany would come too. And Crash would come too. And Nicky and Abby, and Shadow..

"We need to get to the bus stop."

"Okay.. bye daddy.. *Brittany whispers as she's walking out the door.. he's in the bedroom down the hall..*

*Carrera sighs..*

1 comment:

*katherine* said...

Carrera,

why do you refuse to talk to me?

I've texted you a lot.

I comment a lot of your entries.

What am I doing wrong?

I just want to talk to someone.

I don't really have anyone anymore.

I miss you.