Good mourning

I had strange dreams last night. One, I don't really remember, and one I kind of do. The weird part about both of them was they were both about Kurt Cobain.

The first dream I don't really remember, but all I can remember was that it was about the picture I drew of him in first tri. All I can really remember is seeing it. Nothing more really.

The second dream was around the time of his death. It was in '94 when he killed himself, but for some reason I was the age I am now.. even though in '94 I would be about 2-3 years old.

I was in this huge place where there were thousands of people. People were hugging each other, and crying, and the whole amount of people were depressed. I was crying silently to myself. I guess I hadn't eaten, so somebody told me to grab food, so I did. I sat down at this table with the porn star Mary Carrey, and all I did was push my food around. My tears dropped into my food as I continued to push my food around.

Mary looked at me and said something like, "I know this is a big deal, but you really need to eat something.." and tears were running down her face also. Then the whole thing kind of faded out..

Not quite sure why these dreams occurred, but it was weird.. I guess I was just mourning over his death.

..What else could I write? I don't have the right
What else should I be? All apologies

In the sun, in the sun I feel as one
In the sun, in the sun
Married, buried

I wish I was like you easily amused
Find my nest of salt, everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame..

-"All Apologies" by Nirvana