School... Pointless... That is all I can really say. Finding out you have a D in math isn't the best news, trust me, I know. I'm not the kind to slack off, but test anxiety can really kill me. I'm really not the type to just sit down and study. I've tried, I really have, tried to make it fun... IMPOSSIBLE!!! I don't know how to make my parents understand that I have anxiety when it comes to tests, not to mention I have anxiety disorder.
What is anxiety disorder? Well, it can be caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain, so it is considered a mental illness, (not like a retardation), and it can be caused by emotional problems too. Well, lucky for me, I have a little bit of chemical and emotional problems both.
Whoopte-freakin'-do for me.
Sometimes it's tolerable, and other times it's not. Sad thing is, it's a disorder for life.
... To get on with the story, I did something that is totally embarrasing, for me atleast; I got a tutor. So, I'm going to see just how well that works, math isn't my strong suit, but I hope I can learn quick, so I can stop this tutoring thing... so I can gain back some dignity...
Until then...
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