Anyways...

I'm sorry, I was RUDELY interupted by school...

... Things at home have been very interesting.. I've done a lot of crying, including last night's cry when writing about Jordan.

About three weeks ago, my papa died, the one who got me my first guitar, and sure as hell got me started in the whole music deal. I didn't really cry that much for some reason.. Maybe it's because a week and a half before, Jordan broke up with me, and I was failing a class.

He was in a lot of pain, and I guess maybe it was because it was comforting to know that he wouldn't be in any more pain again. I also realized that he would always be watching me. He missed my music theory composition concert in a way, but he was also right there listening to me play.

I'm in a new band called Excalibur. We are metal. I am the bassist and backing vocals, Christian is the drummer and vocalist, Taylor is the shredding guitar, and Justice is also the guitarist, well kind of. He is kinda doing his own thing right now, so might lose a guitarist.

This is a gift from God. I stopped looking for a band, hoping God would bring me one if he really felt I needed one, and apparently he thought so. I went and practiced with the guys to try out, and they thought I was increadible.

We also recorded a song on the first time I ever went and practiced with them. "In Cold Blood" is the name, it is an instrumental, and it rocks...


I suppose that is all I have to say for now,


Peace out, Rock on,

Chazzy Chaz Invisible Kid Hetfield