.. I was very, very wrong..
... I could get over him...
.... I did get over him....
..... I'll stay over him.....
That's because Steve came into my life. As we started going out, all the feelings for Jordan had melted away. Steve stopped the world to melt with me.
He told me that he had feeling for me since the first day he met me. He was going out with this girl Sabrina before Jordan and I started going out, so I stepped off; I liked him too.
I talked to him a lot about Jordan; Steve had become my best friend. He was still going out with Sabrina, but about a month later, she broke up with him, or he broke up with her, I don't remember. Before that, Steve would tell me that I should put myself out there and tell Jordan how I felt.
I did about a month after Sabrina broke up with Steve, and Jordan and I were a couple. Steve had gone out with a few girls during the time Jordan and I were dating, but then was single for a long period of time. Then Jordan ripped my heart out.
A week after he broke up with me, Steve called me telling me he was coming over to see me, and check up on me, whether I liked it or not, and sure enough, he did. That was huge. He cared enough to just come right over to see me, and he lives a while away from me; I'm talking not walking distance.
While Jordan and I were dating, he made a few smart remarks like, "How are you and what's-his-face.." and stuff like that.. He knew Jordan's name, there is no possible way he couldn't. I talked about Jordan constantly. Those comments were made later in Jordan and my relationship, mind you, when Steve was single.
.. About a month and a half after Jordan broke up with me, Steve and I were messaging back and forth on Myspace, and he kept hinting towards him and I dating, with statements like, "Well I just want to be liked in that way, like im depended on... and I'm tired of being lonely..." and "Yeah I have a problem with telling people how I feel, because I hate rejection... All I do is hint to them... And hopefully get a positive reaction..." These are really things he said..
He did the hinting thing, but wouldn't just go out and say what he meant. I was tired of the hinting so I told him that I liked him, ".. I think I like you." Then he said back, "Well I KNOW I like you!"
I really didn't believe him so I sent him, ".. Like the like me like me?" and his reply was, "Like, liking like liking the likingness of you... For, like ever..."
I asked him again if he was for real, and he said that I could ask all of his friends. It went from there, and we started dating..
I'm in love with a Ninja, his name is Steve, a.k.a., Ninja White
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