I'm not trying to draw you in by the title. This is completely true.
For some reason this random feeling came over me, like I was inspired by everything. As an artist of many types, I don't think I've ever felt like this; I've never been inspired by everything. It's really weird, and extremely hard to explain. You'd have to be me for a day to have the slightest clue.
Listening to Nine Inch Nails has been a big contributor to it I think.
I look at things and feel like drawing it. I even listen to songs and feel like drawing them too. Even listening to songs makes me want to write a song. I mean, this is happening with everything. It's the wildest feeling.
The thing that sucks is I have school tomorrow. I have to sit in a stupid class when I could be outside drawing, or writing music. Tomorrow is going to suck because I won't be able to focus at all. It's going to be ridiculous.
Wow, what a crazy cool feeling. I'm excited to go to bed just so I can daydream without any distractions. I like to daydream. I do it quite often too.. sometimes I do it too much. It's a great escape from reality, and right now, the band.
But, I think I know what I'm going to do concerning the band; I'll stick with them and try out being hardcore, just so I can say later, if I do end up leaving, that I was open minded about it. I think that will help me find out altogether what I want..
1 comment:
you know what's funny? I've felt the same way a lot recently. and I've been listening to a lot of nine inch nails.
I miss you a lot Carrera, I really do. You were always that one person that has felt as much as I have...I don't know if that makes complete sense.... but it was always as if you could relate...even if you couldn't.
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