It's not getting any easier trying to decide what I should do concerning the band.
It's been a few days since I got the call, and my head is starting to hurt from trying to figure out what exactly I want more.
I love my band with every part of me, and I think I would regret leaving them, since we've gotten so far. That band is a part of me, and I know I helped get it to where it is now, and I don't want to lose that.
But, I love metal too. I was born listening to metal, and it owns a majority of my heart, music wise. I love to play metal, and I love just about everything about it. I'm thinking about leaving to start a metal band. But, I think I would regret it, like I would regret staying with Nothing To Gain.
Not once has this whole thing been off of my mind. It's always there. But this is probably the hardest decision I've ever had to make. I could stay with the band, in hopes that it would grow on me. Or, I could leave to form a band that plays music that I know I like.
I still don't know..
1 comment:
That's a pretty intense decision you have to make.
I hope that whatever happens with it makes you happy. you know? like both options aren't really splendid, but you should pick the one that would be better for you. I know that you probably already know that, I just thought I'd let you know that I care and such.
I loves you.
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