Just frustrated..

I really am. Mostly at guys, and their need to lead girls on. (I don't want negative comments, because I want to rant.)

Okay, so I started liking this guy about three weeks ago, to a month ago. He seemed so cool. He loves Jesus, and follows His word. He doesn't do drugs, drink alcohol, or have sex. He's cute, and funny, and overall sweet.

Screw guys.. I start liking him, and it seemed like he was starting to become interested in me, and then all of a sudden he acts like I'm invisible.

Thanks dude, I appreciate you leading me on. Go text, and flirt with the new girl. I don't care. Do what you want.

Stupid boys. Grow a brain for Pete's sake. Or a heart. Or open your eyes. Whatever you need to do I guess.

I'm frustrated right now.

But I wish I wasn't so grown up. Sometimes I get angry that I grew up the way I did. I couldn't enjoy my childhood. I was forced to grow up quick, and look what it did. It's kicking me in the butt. I'm almost too mature for my age. I wish I could just act my age, not like, five to ten years older.

I wish I could find a cool guy who's actually interested in me. That's part of my maturity problem. I feel the need, well, I don't need, but I want a boyfriend. It fills an emptiness in me, and I like it.

I hate to complain, but sometimes I need to.

Just screw guys.

.. My rant is over now.