Never mind the title, ha ha! It's kind of this thing that has to do with me writing that on random things.. but I can never remember doing it. It's weird.
Moving on.
Well, I guess I'll use that phrase again; moving on. That's what I'm doing. I'm moving on. I'm leaving the band. The August show will be my last show with them. I'm sad, but I'm excited to start new.. even though I'll be starting at the bottom again.. but that happens sometimes. Jason Newsted kind of had to, so I'm not the only one starting over again. Even the big guys go through it.
I'm starting new. I'm going to look for people interested in playing music, and making it a career. I will have control. But, I'll use my control differently than Christian. I won't abuse my power. I'll make my new band not only a metal band, but a band that works together.
So, I'm excited to try things differently. I'm going to miss playing with Taylor and Austin. I'll have a hard time watching them do things without me, but I'll get over it eventually..
I haven't told any of them yet that I'm leaving. I don't know how. I know for a fact that I want to tell Austin face to face, since I feel the closest to him.. but I don't know about Taylor and Christian..
Whatever way, I need to do it..
Wish me luck on my new adventure.
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