Oh, what an amazing day..

I got picked up at like 10:55 yesterday, and that's where the adventure started.

Brandan's parents needed to go to Post Falls to get cigarettes, so we drove their from my house. It was cool rocking out to Ozzy and Pink Floyd on the way there. Plus it was just nice holding hands with Brandan again.

On the way back to his house, his dad turned on country music, which was funny, but a Taylor Swift song came on.. Brandan not only likes metal, but he does like country too, ha ha! I don't care though.. but as the Taylor Swift song was playing, there's a line that goes, "So why can't you see, you belong with me," and he was singing it and looking at me.. it was pretty dang cute.

All I could do is sit there and stare at him. His eyes are so beautiful, and his smile pretty much makes me melt.. There's something about that boy..

We get back to his place, and he takes me upstairs to meet his sister, and then outside to see his huge great dane, ha ha! He has four dogs and a cat; they like animals, which is good.

So, after that we just kinda chilled, or at least we tried to; his little brother is the most spastic child I've ever met. It's okay though.. he was funny to watch, ha ha!

Later, we walked to the North Town Mall, and just talked about things. It was really nice because it was just the two of us. It was a beautiful fall day yesterday too, so the walk was nice. I hadn't been on a nice walk in awhile, and it was cool that I got to with Brandan.

We get to the mall and just kinda walk around. He didn't let go of my hand at all.. it was cute. He kept telling me he was lucky because he had an angel next to him, ha ha! Then of course I kept blushing; the reaction he was trying to get. Then he played this game called, let's see just how red I can make Carrera's face! Not a fun game for me, but he loved it, ha ha!!

Then, we headed back to his place. The walk back was nice too. He had his arm around me; it was nice. Everything felt like we were supposed to be together. It was weird, but a good weird.

We got back to his place, and we watched a movie. I don't remember what it was called, but it was a fighting movie. It was pretty cool. We cuddled, and I was about ready to fall asleep. I put my head on his shoulder, and then he put his on mine, and I was starting to dose off, ha ha! I just felt so comfortable, and warm in his arms. I wish I could live that moment over and over again.

I kept telling myself to kiss him, but then I'd chicken out. I did this throughout the whole time I was there. I had a million perfect chances to do so, but I failed each time. Then, I was about ready to, then he started looking around, and then all of a sudden, he grabbed the side of my face, and kissed me. It scared me because I wasn't expecting it, ha ha! I felt so embarrassed because I didn't know what to do.. but I kissed him back. My heart raced. He beat me to it.

Right after that, it was dinner time, and after we ate, we just kinda hung out. We sat back down on the couch, and we cuddled again. I stroked his hair, and he was holding me.. it was amazing. I hate saying this, but everything felt so right. I don't want to jinx this relationship, but it really did. I didn't want to go home.I could have stayed in his arms forever.

When they dropped me off, I hugged him for the 100th time.. and as he left, he looked back and said, "Remember.. I beat you.."


Yesterday was a good day.. I cannot wait until I get to see him again..