So, it had been awhile since I had talked to Dalten, and I finally got to yesterday, and today. It was nice, because I missed him, ha ha!
I really enjoy talking to him because how funny he is, not to mention, he's a very interesting person to talk to. I really like that in a guy, and of course, I told him. Getting my feelings out to him is kind of weird, because I'm not used to telling guys how I feel about them.
But it's going smoothly, so, I could get used to it.
He made me really proud though, and that's why I'm writing this entry. Yesterday, he decided to stop doing the drugs he was doing, and he decided to stop drinking. When he told me about that, I had a grin from ear, to ear. I was going to accept the fact that he did that stuff, but then he said he was done.. I took a deep, relieved sigh, because that's just one, well, two less things to worry about in our relationship.
He said that he went to go party with his friends, and one of his friends told him not to go overboard with his drinking, (apparently he tends to) but he didn't listen. He woke up the next morning, and told himself that he didn't want that lifestyle anymore, and seems to be sticking to that mind set.. or at least I hope he does.
But it made it easier to breathe for me. Even if he didn't stop that, I'd still want to be with him because he is amazing to me.
I talked to him again about the schedule of when we'd be able to see each other, and we could do it easily, if we both try. He said he was waiting on me to see if I was "worthy" which is respectable. He didn't tell me how I could become "worthy" in his eyes, but I know I can be.
I'm going to make the initiative too go see him, so I can show him that I would. I think that's what he wants to see. I know it's not the sex part, and I even asked him, and he said that's not it, so he still wants to be with me.
He has a concert Thursday, and I'm going. That'll help me show that I'm willing to make the initiative. I'm excited to see him live with his band. He was also grateful that I have been telling my friends about his band. My friend Jake goes to Skill Center with Dalten, and Jake asked Dalten if he had heard of Until Proven Innocent, Dalten's band, and Dalten said yes of course.
Dalten told me today, and thanked me for being supportive.. I'm hoping that also show him that I really care for him.
I'm excited for Thursday.. he doesn't know that I'm going to make it for sure, so it'll be a nice surprise!
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